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24th october saturday 2026

its my dads birthday today!!! yippee! we celebrated (in a chill way) and had guests (family) over in the evening. i think it was nice!

i was also invited to this halloween party (today) and i was kinda uncertain whether to go or not, but i decided to stay home. both because its my dads birthday, and i didn't feel like it.

is it crazy to say that i dont LOVE halloween. likek, i think its a really fun concept and its nice once youre actually out doing the things but i dread it every year cause i get this like CRAZY perfomanvce anxiety and i cannot choose a costume, and i put it off for so long cause it makes me so anxious so i always have to make my costume last second. thats prolly just me. but i like dressing up, and creating costumes, it just feels a bit forced on halloween. sometimes.

okay, goodnight!